You are stuck in a very dangerous loop. You are trying to wash away your karma. You want to be free of it. But in the very act of clearing your past karma, you are creating new karma that is going to have to be cleared later. And you have millions of lives behind you. Clearing all that karma is going to create so much more karma that you are never going to be free of it. Then what needs to be done? How to move out of this vicious cycle?

You have to understand that you have never done anything. You were never the doer. The body did. The mind did. But you are not the body nor you are the mind. Anything that you can be aware of, cannot be you. You are pure consciousness. Pure not in the sense of not dirty. Pure in the sense of having no objective qualities. No-thing. Silence. Empty aware space. Just like the space of the room you are sitting in. You can do whatever you want in this space. Light a fire, throw dirt around, break something, play loud music. Nothing can disturb the space in the room. Even if you demolish the room, the space is going to be unaffected. The space was there before the room, during the room and is going to be there after the room. It is pure and virgin. It cannot be affected by whatever is happening within it because it has no objective qualities. It is the true nature of the room. There is no difference between the space in my room and your room. They are one. They are not two. They are nondual. There’s just one space. The walls of your room just create the illusion of separate spaces. Its a mask over reality. Its just an idea, a belief. The space is not in the room. The room is in space. If the space could be aware, all it could say would be ‘I AM’!

You are. Your amness is derived from your true nature. You are consciousness, an aware presence. Once you understand this, you’ll see that it’s the body that does. Not you. Its the mind that does. Not you. You are free of the body & the mind. There’s no need for you to worry about anything, no karma needs to be cleared. Drop the identification with the body, mind & world and realize who you truly are. You can be free this very moment.