I just need to do the easiest thing, and my most favourite thing, which is talking. For me talking actually does not take any effort. I’ve noticed this. I really enjoy letting myself be a vehicle of speech. My mind has all of these languages, it’s designed in a certain way, and the universal intelligence is flowing through it.
Today Osho gave a wonderful analogy for what I’m talking about. What comes out of me is an echo of God. But the echo has happened within me. The personality, the mind, this very raw, customised, unique flavour called Pankaj. The sound has bounced through all of that and then it comes out.
It’s like when you scream in a mountain valley and you hear the echoes coming back. Those sounds have bounced off different valleys. They have absorbed the characteristics of those valleys, their peace and their calm, and then they come back to you.
What a way to explain what’s happening with him. He’s just allowing. And me too. I’m just allowing the words to flow through.
I have no agenda. I don’t know where I’m heading and I don’t even care anymore to know. This moment is just a blessing. The insights I’m getting as I talk are just crazy.