There are two ways you can live your life.
Seeking Happiness or Expressing Happiness

Why do I force myself? Anytime I do something that I don’t want to do. Who decides whether this has to happen or not.

Analyse your thoughts. What kind of thoughts are going through the mind.

I am 33 years old. Turning 34 in about 2 months. The body has gone through so much.

I was there when I turned 5. I was there when I turned 18. I was there when I turned 30.
And. I am still here.
The body has gone through so many changes. But I haven’t changed.

The problem is that you are under the impression that you are being affected by your experience.

Close the laptop. And just sit. Don’t do anything. But that would also be doing something.

Not doing is such a tricky phenomena. It does not mean not to do any activity. It means to not be identified by the activity. For example, as I am writing now, if I get identified that are appearing on the screen, if I am under the impression that these are my words, this is who I am, then what I write is going to become something that I use to assess and judge myself.

The mind is so so so tricky. Wow. It has so many subtleties. So much has gone unnoticed.

I am just sitting here and just out of the blue a thought flies into my conscious awareness. I have to add the expenses to my whatsapp group. Isn’t that cool?

That I am able to see the thought fly in. I am able to see the response to the thought as well. I am also able to see the restrain I kept. I am also able to see that the thought of writing about it. So many thoughts. Just whizzing by. Damn. What a wonderful. thing to notice.

A busy mind is such a wonderful phenomena. Can I really write something completely unusable? So silly and bizarre that you cannot make any sense of it. Just something that has just flown out. No purpose. No goal. Just moving from one though to another. Not giving two shits about what is being written or why it is being written.

Just writing. Just converting my thoughts into words. This is so cool as well.
The mind is being used by me to express what I am feeling in the form of words.

I have a free app to use my voice to type all this. But there is a different feel to typing things out. You never really know what is about to show up next. I am able to backspace and remove words or fix them.

Can claude code use Whatsapp?